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Home For The Holidays
04:24
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Fall asleep and watch the sun rise
Through the blinds for the very first time
I don’t think that you can relate
So it’s not fair for me to stay
Before you try to kiss me on the mouth
Brush your teeth so your smile sticks around
All that shit you eat has been catching up with me
So I think it’s about time you leave
You’ve always been a skyscraper in a two-story town
But what did I say to make you think I’d stick around
I don’t want what you’re offering
I don’t want any of it
I’ve heard it before it’s all the same damn song
It’s too much for me I quit
Which do you regret the car crash or bad sex
Which made you feel more at home
After five years we should’ve learned better
Should’ve left each other alone
There are Romeos who loved you sweetheart
There are lovers who swallowed you whole
But none so crass that they buried my footsteps
And spent their every dime to sell my soul
You’ve always been a pretty face and not much else
Just another boring girl convincing me to stick around
I don’t want what you’re offering
I don’t want any of it
I’ve heard it before it’s all the same damn song
It’s too much for me I quit
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you, you’re a live grenade, you’re an open page
Don’t you, don’t you say that everyone in this city knows you by your name
We don’t want what you’re offering
We don’t want any of it
We’ve heard it before it’s all the same damn song
It’s too much for us and we quit
We don’t want your stupid excuses
We’ve got enough of our own
We used em all up the first time we got caught
Since then we’ve been moving on
I don’t want to remember this in the morning
So please make something strong
All this fighting only leads to more losing
Let’s prove them bastards wrong
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2. |
Strangers
03:40
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Yesterday I didn’t try
So I sold what I could before I left
I hit the streets and they hit me back
I was running out of beds and safe bets
So don’t try with me unless you’re sure
I don’t try to leave unless I’ve heard
There’s a storm coming
I always wake before the wind
Well, you swear it’s nothing
Then why, oh why, won’t you let me in
I don’t need any of your secrets
To understand what makes you tick
I just need a soft, warm body
To give me a place to live
It’s been a week since I’ve been used to
The comfort of standing still
No more hitching rides with strangers
While being ashamed to take my fill
So don’t try leave unless you’re sure
That it’s my voice in the walls you’ve heard
There’s a storm coming
I always wake before the wind
You swear it’s nothing
Then why, oh why, won’t you let me in
I don’t need any of your secrets
To understand what makes you tick
I just need a soft, warm body
To give me a place to live
I won’t win any bets I’ve made
I always play my hand too late
But if you’re afraid to stay
Then I’ll beat the weather
And find another way
Well you swear you’re coming
I’ve been awake since God knows when
You swear it’s nothing
Then why, oh why, won’t you let me in
I don’t need any of your secrets
To understand what makes you tick
I just need a soft, warm body
To give me a place to live
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Sit in my room play videogames
Till you come home and we go out
I’ll remember everything you say’s a secret
So I can keep you to myself
What did you think
Would happen when winter hit
When did you think
I’d stop acting like such a kid
I’m stuck in the south
For as long as it’ll have me
Those sweet Georgia breezes
Are bitter in the snow
We framed all these pictures
Of our heroes in their old clothes
Hey Paul, you told me it’d be OK
So I learned to keep trying until I could let it be
What did you think
Would happen when the fall term ended
When did you think
I’d grow up a bit
I’m stuck in the Bible Belt
Till I read their damn book
These sweet Georgia peaches
Are rotting holes in my teeth
Wait, I swear it’s not safe
To let me lead the way
I’ve been in and out of uncertainty
So, stay if you need a headache
That’s all I can pay
I’ll try to find you something better along the way
I don’t think it’ll ever be the same
That’s all right with me
What did you think would happen
When summer came and went
Did you think I’d
Really give in, you know me
I’m stuck to the road
Till my feet and my head agree
But I’ve only had enough money
To get as far as fucking Tennessee
Wait, I swear it’s not safe
To let me lead the way
I’ve been in and out of uncertainty
Stay if you need a headache
That’s all I can pay
I’ll try to find you something better along the way
I don’t think it’ll ever be the same
Cause no matter what’s on the dial I hear my voice quivering
With every road sign telling me to fix the mess I’m making
I don’t think I’ll ever see it again, but hey
That’s all right with me
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4. |
Saudade
03:47
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I think I’m happy
Thinking with my feet
Don’t think I loved you
Enough to never leave
I think the weekdays
Are an excuse to be bored to death
I think you miss me
As much as if I had left
I keep having nightmares
That only slow when you’re around
But they’ve been keeping tabs on me
And creep up without a sound
I keep a box of sheets
On the other side of the room
But I’ve been playing nice just
Praying they won’t be used
I know you
Better than you wish
I could
So tonight let’s make ourselves
In to something good
I run from farewells
Just like I’d run from war
I’ve never found a girl worth keeping
Or a cause worth fighting for
The sink keeps on dripping
In the bathroom down the hall
And of all the things I haven’t fixed
You’re the only one I haven’t heard from at all
I hide my accent
In groups of people I don’t know
And I hide my fears in a place
They ain’t got room to grow
I tried to hide you
Best I could, but for all I tried
You kept coming back from more
And I’m just trying to make a life
I know you
Better than you wish
I could
So tonight let’s make ourselves
In to something good
I made some promises
I know I can’t keep
And I’ve made you into something
I’m sure you’ll never be
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5. |
Born To Lose
04:52
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I lay on my back, my jaw facing the ceiling.
Quit listening to music, count how long I’ve been staring.
My room stays aglow from the window to the stereo
I’m too tired to move, I’m too wired to rest
Too apathetic to tell you how good you look in Sunday dress
I only see you in weekday dreams
I was never born to lose like you
It’s killing me I can’t see things through
I was never raised to fear the past
So lately the futures been kicking my ass
I stare at your back, your heels facing the ceiling
Quit counting my luck, fear that you might steal it
My room stays awake from the bed to the bathroom
Mama, I’m on a roll as long as you leave me alone
I won’t repaint your walls, I won’t forward your phone calls
I’ll reconnect on my own
I was never born to lose like you
It’s killing me I can’t see things through
I was never raised to fear the past
So lately the futures been kicking my ass
I lay on my side, evaluate the night
Did I let you sleep before you tried to find
Some way to keep me from leaving
I’ve worried in houses and on the road
I wanna live free, make pizza, play rock and roll
But you’re keeping me old
Would it kill you to know
That I had a soul
Would you forgive me
If I let it go
To reach my goals
I was never born to lose like you
It’s killing me I can’t see things through
I was never raised to fear the past
So lately the futures been kicking my ass
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